Goddam I'm worthless

[Senses Fail]

If you don't minnd I feel like ranting for a little bit.

Ok, I just discovered today that I am completely worthless. I was going to ask a girl to go to a movie tonight but when it came time to pick up the phone an call her, I wimped out like a little school-boy b!tch. I can't do the simplest task of calling a girl and asking her out. Am I that f*cking worthless? I can hardly talk to someone I don't know that well online for f*ck's sake. I feel like such a pile of sh!t right now, it's not even funny. I mean, all I see all day are ads like "Find someone you love", "How's your love life?", "What's the best date you've ver been on?", and stuff like that. You know what, I'm sick and tired of having nobody in my life. I see everybody around me with their girlfriends and they look so happy. Well when is it going to be my chance to feel like that? To love somebody so deeply that you would do anything for them. Where is that one person that will make me happy or the rest of my life? F*ck it sucks being me...

[Hobo4lfe]

nah dude, your not worthless

you just fear rejection, and you think of something you want, then you get your hopes up before anything happens

[The Forum God]

well I used to feel just like you, believe it or not. But time has passed and I have yet to be in any REAL relationship. I did "date" one girl for about three months (in which there were like two dates to show how pathetic it was) and then there was chrissy (I regret that one my entire life, one it was a shirk *shiver* and second I don't even remember how it began) and that's pretty much it. So in reality, my date points are in the negative. getting out of my rant and back to you, there are two problems with your comments that could use some work. One, you are too worried about this worry called love. I know many people in this same predicament mentally. the only remedy I can prescribe is just the realization that the worst thing you can do is search for love because you feel out of touch with the rest of the world. It almost always leads to a sort of addiction of affectionate attention (much like the many girls in our school who date someone just to date someone). I know the feeling you are going through, but don't let it consume you. I've seen to many cases where it goes downhill, so please take these words to heart.